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(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt . 3: The Lapse
May 23, 2026

(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt . 3: The Lapse

What started out as a beautiful day ended as a tramatic night that finished the break that began with the experience I shared episode four part two. When the smoke settled, I witnessed three versions of myself in the same sit...

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(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt. 2: BROKEN: Bumper Cars
May 21, 2026

(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt. 2: BROKEN: Bumper Cars

In this episode, I go into details about the first experience that led to my brokenness. This is lengthy and emotional. I truly appreciate your presence and for taking the time to sit with me. Sharing this has helped me in wa...

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(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt. 1: Realizing I'm Human
May 20, 2026

(SEASON 3) EPISODE 4 pt. 1: Realizing I'm Human

Since October 1, 2023, I have experienced multiple series of devastating and traumatic events that have left me broken. After explaining the last event to a friend of mine, he made a statement that shocked me and totally chan...

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Season 3 Episode 3 - High Priestess: The Initiation and Confirmation
March 8, 2026

Season 3 Episode 3 - High Priestess: The Initiation and Confirmation

Hey friends! This is a long one but it is packed with powerful experiences since 2009 until now that have proven that I am an avatar for a deity. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authentici...

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Season 3 Episode 2: Somebody Needs You
Feb. 13, 2026

Season 3 Episode 2: Somebody Needs You

Somewhere someone is waiting for something that only you can create. The ideas and creative talents and abilities that we have been given are not solely for us but for those whose lives can be enriched, empowered, and revolut...

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Season 3 Episode 1: WELCOME BACK
Feb. 8, 2026

Season 3 Episode 1: WELCOME BACK

I can't believe that it has been 10 months since my last episode I am so excited to be back. Thanks so much for joining me as I explain why I "left" and the reasons why I am excited to be back Become a supporter of this podca...

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Season 2 Episode 12: Thirty Years of Repression
April 7, 2025

Season 2 Episode 12: Thirty Years of Repression

A thirty year old repressed memory surfaced and has healed my timeline.

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Season 2 Episode 11: The desire of my soul turns into a channeled messaged
April 5, 2025

Season 2 Episode 11: The desire of my soul turns into a channeled mes…

This is a different episode. Authenticity the Hard Way is evolving. Bear with me as I fumble through it. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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Season 2 Episode 10: From Her to Here✨️💫🎊
April 5, 2025

Season 2 Episode 10: From Her to Here✨️💫🎊

Being able to see and remember the past versions of myself in the light of who I am now is amazing and inspiring. Transformation is REAL and is available to anyone willing to do the work!! Become a supporter of this podcast: ...

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Season 2 Episode 9: When " NOT IN MY HOUSE" doesn't apply to your house!
March 30, 2025

Season 2 Episode 9: When " NOT IN MY HOUSE" doesn't apply to your hou…

The experience that has shown me that closing my door to someone could make me a hypocrite! Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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Season 2 Episode 8- In the Throes of Evolution
March 22, 2025

Season 2 Episode 8- In the Throes of Evolution

What do you do when you wake up and everything you planned for yourself is gone... when the foundation you created is shaking beneath you... when you're in a void and nothing makes sense??? You experience your way through it!...

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Season 2 Episode 7: The Catalyst to Self-Actualization
March 15, 2025

Season 2 Episode 7: The Catalyst to Self-Actualization

In this episode, I explain a traumatic, life altering experience that became the catalyst to my journey towards self-actualization. Authenticity the Hard Way YouTube Channel Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spr...

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(Season 2) Episode 6: A root canal for the throat chakra
Feb. 13, 2025

(Season 2) Episode 6: A root canal for the throat chakra

A severe tooth infection exposed my need for more healing from a recent experience and revealed that I desperately need to address and heal my throat chakra. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcas...

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(Season 2) Episode 5: How my body forced me to embrace my truth!
Feb. 4, 2025

(Season 2) Episode 5: How my body forced me to embrace my truth!

In this episode, I explain how my body forced me into the realization and acceptance of the importance of pursuing my entrepreneurship goals and my evolution into a higher version of myself. Become a supporter of this podcast...

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(Season 2) Episode 4: Summer '24 - The visit that changed me
Jan. 31, 2025

(Season 2) Episode 4: Summer '24 - The visit that changed me

You never know who you truly are until someone else shows you!!! In this episode, I share the experience of learning that I was harboring unforgiveness and the long-term effect that can have in our lives. I also learned that...

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(Season 2) Episode 3: Encountering the trap, pitfall, and addiction to spiritual practices
June 14, 2024

(Season 2) Episode 3: Encountering the trap, pitfall, and addiction t…

In this episode, I share how I unwittingly became addicted to my morning ritual and how I almost sabotaged my own growth and transformation. I also refence a comment from a member of Medium.com who commented on my article abo...

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(Season 2) Episode 2: Understanding transformation
May 18, 2024

(Season 2) Episode 2: Understanding transformation

In this episode, I explain my paradigm shift in understanding transformation through witnessing my own evolution into a new version of myself. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-...

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(Season 2) Episode 1: Coming out of survival mode
March 19, 2024

(Season 2) Episode 1: Coming out of survival mode

You can't become the next higher version of yourself in survival mode Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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(Season 1) Episode 12: Be Willing to Be Broken
Oct. 15, 2023

(Season 1) Episode 12: Be Willing to Be Broken

In this episode I explain how evolving out of my past and releasing a goal that I had been holding on to in survival mode for 38 years ended my homelessness. Read about the prelude to this breakthrough: Write Now XVI Become a...

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Episode 11: Inspiration Doesn't Knock - The Skip- Factor
Sept. 10, 2023

Episode 11: Inspiration Doesn't Knock - The Skip- Factor

This is just a little inspirational boost inspired from a quote by the main character in Stephen King's book "Fairy Tale". Below is the short story I wrote when Inspiration didn't knock... https://ashazalika.medium.com/the-sk...

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Episode 10 - 6 Inches Above Ground, 6 weeks and 6 days
Aug. 21, 2023

Episode 10 - 6 Inches Above Ground, 6 weeks and 6 days

I have arrived! Six Inches Above Ground https://medium.com/ @ashazalika/six-inches-above-ground-d3d8049205b Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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EPISODE 9 pt. 2: Encountering Karmic Relationships and the Law of Attraction pt. 2
July 4, 2023

EPISODE 9 pt. 2: Encountering Karmic Relationships and the Law of Att…

Continuing on the Karmic relationship.... Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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EPISODE 9 pt. 1: Encountering Karmic Relationships and the Law of Attraction
July 4, 2023

EPISODE 9 pt. 1: Encountering Karmic Relationships and the Law of Att…

In this episode I discuss a very intense karmic relationship that showed me my shadow self Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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Episode 8: The Importance of focus and awareness
June 24, 2023

Episode 8: The Importance of focus and awareness

Your situation is not the problem. Your focus is the problem and your awareness is the solution. Become a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/authenticity-the-hard-way--5715514/support .

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